03/03/2025 by Starry Kong

我一边虚度着光阴 一边感到焦虑不安

我无法放下我的理想主义 却又不得不向现实主义低头

我不知道我应该做什么 想要做什么

我的愿望一直无法实现 即便我真切的祈祷了一遍又一遍

或许是我还没有偿还完上辈子的罪孽

我一直在悬崖边游走 我经常感到手足无措

I waste my time away while feeling anxious and unsettled.

I can't let go of my idealism, yet I have no choice but to bow to realism.

I don't know what I should do or what I want to do.

My wishes remain unfulfilled, even though I've prayed earnestly, over and over again.

Perhaps I haven't yet atoned for the sins of my past life.

I keep wandering by the edge of a cliff, often feeling utterly lost and helpless.